dancin and da evolution o me,,,,,

good morninggggg

a fine day to skip work this morning HAHAHA

i was just thinking abt a story post i wanted to put on instagwam at some point but you know what why not just put it on blog post which is what my blog is for LMAO

Today's Song btw is: feel - Koda Kumi

im feeling so calmmmmm and in a great mood right now im at pease,,,,eating breakfast sandwich an im going to stretch later im in my HEALTHY ERA!!!!!
ive been doing para para alot more frequently too as exercise but also cuz i genuinely love parapara and PARTICULARLY techpara

i practice multiple at  one time but heres my 2 favorites rn

  

im VERY close to knowing all of delazer ive been trying that one for a while thats song drives me crazy its so good LMAO once i memorize i just need to like,,,,,perfect it heheh

SUSPIRIA HOWEVER,,,,,,that ones hard asf i just started that shit it gets me fuckin sweatin, i have terrible coordination so i get so confused when theres like a whole change in body direction
i am DETERMINED HOWEVER,,,,,,,,I WILL DANCE MY WAY TO SUCCESS

 

outside of techpara for excersize ive been doing king and queen just cuz its really fun and i pretty much got that one AND ive been doing shinjitsu no gyarusa that ones basically a rite of passage and i get so mixed up on the part during the chorus,,,,wtf do i do with my arms its starts around :48 LOL

 

 

one of these days my dumbass will get it and u will see me publicly celebrate

i love getting srs about techpara,,,,this is a very fun and tiring hobby for me LMAO  

idk why i forgot dancing is valid excersise LOL

 

 

 

BUT TOO TALK ABT WHAT THIS WHOLE POST IS ABOUT,,,,i was just thinking about how i really have changed a lot over the past years!!!

 like i really never used to care very much about my appearance at all bleeeh back in high school i would wear stuff with skulls on it cuz i would dabble in like emo,,,,at least in my way because my family would never let me go all the way LMAO but most of the time i just wear black pants or dark jeans and like a gray or black jacket to school everyday ,,,

no matter what temperature even when it was scalding summer i will keep that shit on but that was mostly out of self-conscious ness *sweats*

i had to run everything i bought by my mother first because she wouldnt buy me anything that she didnt tolerate so i guess i just didnt really figure out what i like! i didn't have anything i disliked or anything i liked i just wore clothes preferably the most comfortable ones LOL

ive really developed a sense of what i like! not only in gal but i really like stuff thats bohemian type, theres a reason i always used to love going to my aunts house because she had all these big wooden furniture that were tropical based and african statues and shit when it comes down to it ive always been jungleman it seems heheh

 everything I wear even if I don't put effort into as some type of intention

whether it be the small beads that I wear on my ankle and my wrist or the yellow slippers with the :) on them that I wear to the store so often

my appearance is like 90% of what I think about now!

 even with parapara stuff i was talking about earlier i would not have EVEN imagined in high school id even think about dancing because i was so embarrassed,,,,guh i should have started this stuff earlier but better late than never hehe

 hmmmmm last thing is i BLEACHED my hair finally,,,,,,,why did i yell u ask? i still cant believe i did it LMAO

honestly ive havent done any like chemicals on my hair since i was like 16 so i was scared!!!!!
idk why but i fr thought my hair was gonna fall off cuz i have no idea what the actual health of my hair is so,,,GULP,,,,but im fine HEHEH

i really like it,,,,, i will unveil on next post cuz experimenting with how to style it rn LOL i didnt go super platinum so its like orange blonde its #epic

BUT THATS ALL FOR NOWWWWW

i missed writing so expect more BLOG!!!!
  

ty for reading,,,,mwah

 

PochaOut✌🏾