back from hell(job) to new manba horizons!!!!!

EVERYBODY WAKE THE HELL UP!!!!!!

its winter time in florida baby i woke up and it was below 60f omg brrrrrrr
im so cold!!!! last time wrote a blog post it was SUMMER!!!!!

cue the music ur honor!

 

Today's Song btw is: Another Night (DJ Tora Vocal Mix) - Morgana

 ive been insane about this song the past couple months
it makes me nostalgic but for what i dont know, it also feels like a very pocha song u know? its so fun does it not make u want to start moving hehe

also makes me wonder how the hell i have so many cds rn but NO HIME TRANCE???

wat the hell is wrong with me its so good
the closest thing i have is one of the host trance cds lul which im greatful for it D.O.U.B.T. hostrance version is also one of the best songs on earth  
soon enough,,,im getting the cd buyin itch HEHE

SOMEONE IN THE USA LEMME BUY OFF U i owe fedex 15 bucks from my last jp package LOL

 

updattessss of what ive been up too ive changed my hair 28 times,,i was rainbow kinda,,,but in like a parrot way do u get what im sayinf? for example

see,,,,the resemblance is uncanny!!!!

at first it was giving rainbow dash but im really feeling it now! im thinkin i may add some red more red in there soon hehe,,,it also reminds me of like thermo camera vision i think its cool i ate that i think

 i put together a pic of alllll the colors ive done this year so far and both me and the global masses are in agreement: yellow,green and yellow MIXED with green? the pocha staple we think

 i also loved those colors the most this year tbh my sister said the green suits me so thats plus 10 points from sister approval buff 

i dont think i kept the lemonhead look enough but the bang was pissing me off so i ripped it all out!!!!we will get better at straight bangs next year it is written in the stars!!!!

plus,,,the rainbow was fun but it got pretty boring after a little bit and Ive already taken it out after writing this LMAOOOOO IT JUST DIDNT TURN OUT RIGHTTT 

 on to the next color soon!!!!!  i cant help it i love to do my hair hehe

sometimes i really wish that like I could do other people's hair the same way that I could do mine but I don't that there people who want the same thing i do hehe

MAYBE ONE DAY !!!!

also my last blog post was like  FOUR months ago what the hell?!!! i dont intend to take a million years too write my post i honestly wish i wrote them every week but sometimes i feel like my life is so uneventful i dont have much to update ppl on,,,

but i think thats a me thing because my blog is MY HOUSE and i can essentially do and talk about whatever i want to so my early new years resolution for 2006 (2026)
is to post more ,,,,AGAIN!!!!

finally when i own a car again ill be going a lot more places and likely have more to show heheh
but for now i only have indoor things to update on

SPEAKING OF!!!!! ur friend pocha is big into sewing now!!!! i put it on my story but ive already made one crappy pair of shorts and one crappy pair of drop crotch pants! theyre both not very good but im really proud of them for even starting 

now that ive actually crossed the barrier of trying my best to actually make something i feel like all I think about is making clothes now the world is really my oyster when you think about it,,,, not to mention i finally bought my own sewing machine ive been borrowing my sisters but now that I have my own I can do whatever I want YAYYYY 

 

its so cute lul 

 

even outside of making my own clothes theres this nina bow bag i want really bad thats like aquamarine sequins and instead of paying them like $160 to make it I was thinking maybe I should just buy the fabric myself and make it on my own,,,, it shouldn't be too hard right hehe

but I can't find the exact fabric I want!!!! but to be honest if I'm going to hit myself I might choose a different fabric that's even more gaudy just for fun and games why not huehue 

that bag is going to be my everyday bag as soon as I make it,,, OHH midwriting I'm also thinking about making the metals on the bag gold rather than silver,,,,,maybe,,,,,wow,,,,im so smart and talented yknow
ive been carrying around the brown canvas dia New Years bag as my kind of everyday tote bag for a while but it's really 
not like,,,,pocha yknow? I need a bag that I can put on my charms on that really screams POCHA!!!!
and that sequins bag is exactly what i need,,,,,,

here look at some of the alternative fabrics I was thinking I might buy instead hehe

  

 

  which one,,,,the darker one is just an example LOL

 

which one do you think i should get? i was also thinking about making two bags one in the aquamarine color that i really love and the other in like orange or maybe yellow,,, also pink is a candidate i dont know give me your opinion on the bag but the aquamarine one is a absolute have to make 

anndddddd I also been planning like making my own belt,,,,dia like,,,,#DIYKING im spending all my fucking time in the house i might as well use it wisely!!!!!
i really like the idea of like belts made of pieces rather than a full leather belt similar to that one me Jane belt and other dia thingsies

at first i was going to try to use leather but thats expensive,,,,, then i was going to try to use cork board,,,, but reo told me thats not gonna work out in the long run,,,and with his advice i will be usin EVA foam
which is funny that its used for cosplay cuz honestly whenever i look at tutorials that shit looks just like a nice ass real belt and that's perfect for me LMFAO 

when i finally start that shit you will be receiving updates!!!!! a thick white and gold hardware belt will be mine so help me God!!!!

 

anotha thing
i officially left my job like a couple days ago and ive never felt more free in my days man
we will see how my new one goes but oh my God word of advice from your dear friend pocha
never work 10-hour shifts EVER BAD FOR YO PSYCHE!!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY NOT IN CUSTOMER SERVICE !
my mood is way better i dont have brain fog,,,, ive been working out in the mornings i can finally draw again oh my god,,,, i learned my freaking lesson bro 

so thats another reason why i havent been writing much heeheeee 

me when i realize my apathy to my looks and my mood is directly related to how i spend my time in the day at work cuz thats the majority of my day,,, no wonder ive had like a re-evaluation of my manba-ness, its because Im not so freaking sad all day HA!!!! incredible discoveries from me i know!!!!!
so ill probably be back to writing blog posts about absolutely nothing sometime soon as per usual 


i talked about it on my twt but i ALSO might have to migrate my blog at some point!!!! im thinking about trying my best to learn the very basics of HTML so i can at the very least mirror what my current blog kind of looks like on to like neo cities or something,,,,i just dont want google to freakin blow up and this blog disappears forever!!! 


my home away from home!!! my apartment on the interwebs!!!; NOOOOO

but i dont know thats probably going to take me like a year to learn honestly with how much  jump back and forth between my hobbies *picks my nose*

but anyway!!!
i think thats enough for me for now ,,, i missed you my beautiful blog and my beautiful blog readers,,,, i was in the mood to write and so here i am,,,, im off i must go prepare myself for my new hair,,,


wait on that topic, its always like a funny thing for me to change my hair so often because honestly i dont really go anywhere since dont have a car anymore but like,,,, if i dont change my hair i literally feel like the blob like i become an amorphous creature that does not actually exist so its important that i do my hair routinely in order to maintain my humanity and  just think thats funny 

does anybody else feel like this man its crazy

ANYWAY!!!! im done for real now  promise!!! watch out for updates to my bloggy poo!!! im scanning room paradise so it will be out soon!!! and i will probably update some of my art on da art page 

love and sunshine! baibai!!!!! 

 

 PochaOut✌🏾