,,,its me,,,,,its been 30 years
its 2055 and manbas are a universally recognized group of peoples
u must present ur manba card to the cashier for an obligatory discount on posca markers
,,,WELL,,,,where is ur card?!
im just kidding its still bum ass 2025 ahhhh got ur assss ahhhh fooled u haha
its been so long since i wrote a blog post ive been DEPRESSED but im back and in a better place kinda so i write to u with a smile on my silly face
CUE THE MUSIC.
Today's Song btw is: Tickled Pink - DJ Flapjack
have u been listening to my songs whilst u read my posts,,,?
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u better be!!! i lovingly curate music to have u understand my mindset and feelings at the timez of writing! cuz im an empath like that
smh ANYWHO!!!!
i listen to this like once a day im obsessed, i wish he put on a cd i would play it every morninggg
my hair is GREEN now i feel very yotsuba like LOL
red, orange, yellow, green, DARK green,light blue, pink, brown, blonde, all or those mixed together
i havent done any purple or deep blue and i!!!!! dont think i will!!!!!
like when i did that like darker green it was cute but i took it out pretty quick because it was TOOOOO dark!!!!
ft the blue wig i did ages ago what was bro thinkin with that make!!
im honestly not even sure what I'm going to do after this light green? frankly im really obsessed with it and the yellow i just recently did i might combine them both of them after this hehe
I REALLY!!! want to attempt a braided side again!!! i tried it once but i was kinda lazy it was very messy and loose but i want to try once more,,, like zis
also idk why but red is calling out to me,,,,hmmm,,,,i have also not done a substantial amount of red in years, only pieces of it with other hair im tryna do somethin abit more WILD this time, maybe red green and blue like a parrot but all mixed UP
i keep procrastinating i really want to do a YouTube tutorial on my makeup again but I am so damn tired all the freakin time GIRL,,,,i need a shot of b12 </3(American dad moment)
which speaking of ive been feeling so like ,,,stunted recently these past few months like i said earlier ive been a bit depressed and Im kind out out of it a little bit now! but i realized i havent been kind of expressing myself colorfully enough??? I don't know how to phrase it 
i was kind of in my temporary brown banba era but it doesn't make me nearly as happy as the others so Im back to my original form LMAO
it twas fun but who am i kiddanggg i literally tweak out when i look even semi normal this simply cannot BE!!!! SET ME FREE!!!!1!!
even then! ive also been trying to like collect different types of inspiration that arent exactly manba hehe
if you may or may not know I really like a lot of things for fruits magazine and honestly ive always been a huge fan of decora, not that Im gonna be making a huge change to decor anyway shape for fuckin form
but i think there's a lot of inspiration and notes i could take from different styles rather than looking at the same pictures all the time
FOR EXAMPULLL
i feel like u can see ze pocha appeal,,,IF NAWT!!! u dont know me well enough!!!
the hair in that second pic kyaaaa so cute omg i needed foam hair stars in my hair like YESTERDAYYYY
getting back to me point tho
what im trying to say is I have to return to my true self LMAO
FOR MY MENTAL MAN!!!!!
it's been hard since I haven't been able to leave the house when I want to I really got to save for a car man Im going fucking crazy I have scurvy and Im jumping off the fuckin walls
but in other more positive news! I got some cute hair accessories recently LOL i love hair bobbles i don't give a fuck if I look like im 10 years old I love hair bobbles they're so cute
i also got this like conditioning spray for synthetic hair to see how it would do on my hair,,,
couldnt get past the first use bruh it smells like SHEIT
straight chemical and old cardboard maybe i got an old can maybe not EITHER WAY!!! never again!!!
AND speaking of how im jumping off the damn walls i finally got myself some damn tickets to an upcoming kai US tour YEASSSSSSSS
thats like the one thing i have to look forward to for a while im so freaking excited bro
this will be only my second time on a plane blehhhh can you believe it?! bro is not worldly
I am not going to let my life of poverty stop me from living!!!! #gointodebtforyourdreams
other things im spending money awnnnn hmmm
a sewing machine,,,,,thats right brotha im sewing now hopefully LAWL i was gonna buy one other day it was $33 but the shipping was freakin $45,,,,,TEW MUCH!!!!
so im on the hunt for another cheapo one,,,maybe i will buy new when im toooo lazy to search anymore hehe
im putting my money where my anti shein ahh mouth is LMAO
i have many plans,,,,,,im trying to keep it simple for now,,,but i am infact thinking about making a whole bunch of insane shit just think of the pocha possibilities,,, im focused on bottoms rn cuz unfortunately there is a criminal lack of shorts,skirts and capris for some one with such a WIDE LOAD,,,,,SAD !
BUT im solvin that problem hehehe,,,, first order of business : shorts with actual colors and patterns and cute things!!!!
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